huhuhu...sem ni byk sgt mende bodo yg aku da wat.cam aku overnite kt Kola Perlis ngan Along, Jan n Ayu. pd hal sok nye aku de 2 paper. haaa...kan da ting tong pale otak aku pg tu. sejam je aku jwb paper production aritu.Ya Allah smoga aku lulus paper ni.aku xnak repeat paper....!!!!huhu. da la tu de org yg da kecewa sbb aku x bertindak cam seorg kakak mlm tu...yezzz i admit it that i'm guilty.then, mlm 8 hb aritu Along plan nak seleb bufday Jan wif tepung n madu. da tu dia de kte nak bg Jan tdoq...lentoq n aku bg ubat selsema aku tp aku psn kalo leh jgn wat sbb Jan de paper sok nye.lg plak aku kte ltk 2 je,hehehe....slh la wei aku!!!!!alih2 tau2 depa ltk 4 bj n mlm tu aku x involve pape tau2 je Along gtau pg tu depa da wat pown.mmg 'temeng' pale Jan p exm pg tu smpi silap tmpt exm n hampir stgh jam nr jmp pas kol aku.cian Jan, SYE MINTAK MAAF,sye bersalah gak dlm hal ni.
so, di akhir2 sem n final 4 my senior.....PLEASE ACCEPT MY THOUSAND TRILLION APOLOGY 4 ALL WRONG THINGS I'VE DONE.I DONE ALL THAT WITH UNRATIONAL THOUGHT AS I'M A CHILD......I'M SORRY....I'M REALLY SORRY.....I LOVE U ALL!!!
Monday, November 16, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
rAyer tERistimeWa
bila sebut psl rya suma igt ari rya, tp jgn pula kita lupa...ada sribu 1 kta berkait dgn rya slain ari rya...huhuhu...weee.agak da lapok la aku citer psl rye aku taun ni.tp aku nak citer gak.lapok pun lapok la.hehehe....
tbe je aritu 17hb aku p tlg ayh kat kedai santan.eehh,x2, esoknye tu br tlg sbb ayh kte bg rehat dlu kat aku. time tu adik aku dak farah tu da wat biskut beb.byk gle ah biskut rye kat uma aku taun ni. mmg sumting yg sgt berbeza dr taun sblm ni.
ptg mantai tu aku da kejang2 tgn da tlg jual santan, al-maklum le santan fresh kami letak dlm ais trs, so fhm2 la ble nak korek kuar tu...huiiiii.
malam nya lak aku tlg tgk ketupat yg mak msk.haa...ketupat yg buatan family aku ni lain dr yg lain tau.ne x nye,da la kami pki daun nipah, pastu tempoh msk nye adalah hampir2 12 jam beb!!!haaa...mmg masyuk gle la kalo mkn. org len msk plg lme pun mau 6 jam, kami 2 kli ganda!! alih2 tgh dok sembang2 n suka2 sambil adk2 aku men bunga api n mercun, blackout da.kte angah de org eksiden langgaq tiang letrik kat skola baginda...isk3.dgn bergelap 2la aku angkat ketupat.
huhuuuu...pg rye la...hehehe.taun ni ayh mmg plg bersemangat nak rye, sumting yg mmg gempak n true dr taun lps2.hu..kami pki sume tema ungu...waaa. da siap p kuboq n uma mak ela n pak man, kami siap2 nak tgg tetamu istimewa.wah, siapakah itu?? jeng3...bf farah nak dtg merisik la. da la dia lmbt smpi ayh da hangin, spoil tul....da tu pak tiri dia byk la plak bebel..siap skali pantun2.isk...pak cik oi lom nak kawen lg la br merisik je,jgn la over. akhirnya mrk sepakat nak tunang bln 2 t n ikat 2 taun. huhu...alamt nye aku dpt ank buah dlu la br dpt ank.
yg plg aku nak gtau..hehe.rye ke 4, mlm sblm aku lik..my ehem2 nak mai. cbuk la aku dok msk mee tuk dia. dlm kul sploh dia tbe ngan kwn dia, time tu ayh kuar. so aku kenal kn dlu ngan mak. pas ayh smpi kenai lak ngan my dad.weeee...besh nye da dpt green lite..hehe.ayh da ok ngan dia. kte ayh, yg penting mse dpn dlu br cinta, kte ayh lg"besau nye dia, da cam pak busu ko da org nye..haha". mse mak n ayh p kat dining tggl aku ngan dia kat blk dpn sbb kwn dia p ckp ngan aweks kat fon. time ni dia de kte sst yg wat aku dup..dup..dap..dupdapduuup!!dlm ati..he. kte nye"B tgk ayg mlm ni comel je, kecik je. cam nak suh wak lik uma je". aduiiiii..haiiiii. gugur jantung aku beb, da la dgn pandangan dia yg...hehe...seram la mmg meremang blu roma aku time tu.hehe...dlm kul sblas lbh dia lik n tggl la aku dgn rse yg WoW!!!!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Rindu NyE kAT mUMMy...huhu
arini da ari ke-3 aku sakit gigi,huhu.sgt2 la sakit nye.gigi bongsu aku ni x sabau sgt nak kuar nye.sampai x btl bdn aku.smlm aku p PKU klinik gg,dpt la ubt thn sakit 2 bj,mle nye aku hairan gak awat la 2 bj je depa bg ubt ni,punya la sakit gg aku.rupe2 nye stlah 15 minit aku mnelan pil itu slps berbuka....bibir aku tbe2 jd kebas smpi la pg ni,kuat siooot!!!!pdn le 2 bj je doc bg,hehe.
tapi kn pg ni aku rse cam cdey sgt2.niat baik aku x prnh 'mrk' hargai.de jela yg aku wat slh dimata 'diorg' tu.kdg2 aku pelik gak 'diorg' ni kwn ke lwn aku????
2la,pg ni aku tbe2 tringat kat Mak,trs rse nak mleleh air mte ni.kalo kat uma la aku skt cmni mst mak da wat kn aku bubur,da mbebel suh aku gosok gg,kumur2 ke xpon p mkn ubat.tp kat cni da berpuluh kali aku nyatakan aku skt gg,'diorg' juz bergurau lak ngan isu tu.trubat la sket rindu kat mak bl de de insan yg concern bg ubat kat aku.at least walau x berkesan skurang2 nye dia take care kat aku kn.tp ne lak 'mrk' yg ngaku kwn aku???xde lgsung perasaan yg 'diorg' tunjukkan smada risau ke caring ke,hampeh!!!
huhu...Mak...Ain rindu kat Mak,u r the best mom n fren to me!!!!!!!!i luv u so much Mak!!!rindu nye nak mkn bubur yg Mak wat,x sabar rse nye nak lik jmp mak..huhu....
tapi kn pg ni aku rse cam cdey sgt2.niat baik aku x prnh 'mrk' hargai.de jela yg aku wat slh dimata 'diorg' tu.kdg2 aku pelik gak 'diorg' ni kwn ke lwn aku????
2la,pg ni aku tbe2 tringat kat Mak,trs rse nak mleleh air mte ni.kalo kat uma la aku skt cmni mst mak da wat kn aku bubur,da mbebel suh aku gosok gg,kumur2 ke xpon p mkn ubat.tp kat cni da berpuluh kali aku nyatakan aku skt gg,'diorg' juz bergurau lak ngan isu tu.trubat la sket rindu kat mak bl de de insan yg concern bg ubat kat aku.at least walau x berkesan skurang2 nye dia take care kat aku kn.tp ne lak 'mrk' yg ngaku kwn aku???xde lgsung perasaan yg 'diorg' tunjukkan smada risau ke caring ke,hampeh!!!
huhu...Mak...Ain rindu kat Mak,u r the best mom n fren to me!!!!!!!!i luv u so much Mak!!!rindu nye nak mkn bubur yg Mak wat,x sabar rse nye nak lik jmp mak..huhu....
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
sEminggU yG t'aMaT BAHAGIA dlm IDuPKu
Hmmm...Assalamualaikum.
Baru2 ni UUM de ct tergempar sempena H1N1. Dpt la ct seminggu. Aku terpaksa tukar plan p uma Iz lbh awal. Mlm 2 kelam kabut la aku p cari tiket, merempit p Changlun. Soknye lak Awal antar kami p stesen nek bas. Aku punye la x sabo bercampur gementar. Yela,cmne la t penerimaan bkl mertua aku kn,he.
Dlm kul 6 lbh aku da tbe MC. Iz yg da nk tbe uma pth lik mik aku. Dlm keta 2 aku resah gelisah, kerapkali aku pandang Iz, tp dia rileks je aku tgk. Slumber je dia kata "xde pape la, mummy I ok je, abah lg la ok". Huh, ckp mmg la sng, cbe tukar tmpt tgk.
Smpi je uma dia, aku da xleh nk mlangkah kuar keta. Iz siap bkak kn pintu lg. Hmm, dgn lafaz bismillah aku pun kuar n bagi salam. Abah dia de kat dining sambut aku dgn pandangan yg plain jek. Ssh tul nk teka pe impression dia kt aku. Aku trs msk blk n letak brg. Pastu aku p la bual2 ngan abah dia. Abah Iz ni mmg sgt ok sbjik cam ayh aku. Ckp sket men kuat tp bkn mrh mmg gitu intonasi dia. So, aku pun rse ok la sket. Sat lg tu abah dia suh kami p mkn, tp aku kte nk solay dlu, so aku pu n berlalu la p amik wudhu'. Oh ye, ank2 buah Iz(ank abg ngah nye duk skali kat uma 2, 4 putri). Diorg mai sorg2 salam aku. Da rse cam mak ucu tul da,hehe. Pas solat je Iz pakse aku mkn ngan dia. Sblm 2 sempat la aku salam mummy dia n bertanye khabar.
Spjg kat sne fikiran aku sgt lapang, rse cam impian jadi kenyataan. X byk pun mse aku ngan Iz sbb dia p keje, mlm br jmp, tp byk gak kami wat aktiviti bersama. Mlm kedua kami p ronda2 A' Famosa Resort, p tgk bunga api. Pastu p mkn mee goreng sepinggan. Mle nye aku xnak mkn tp tgk Iz suap sket nye berselera aku pun minx r sket, dia pun dgn slumber dpn org rmi suap kn,huhu...romantik la plak aku ni...hehe. Sok nye kami p idupkn lesen Iz n p bli ank aym daging. Hmmm, si Iz ni mmg suka pelihara haiwan, mcm2 binatang kat uma dia tu. De lembu la, puyuh telur, burung tiong sejoli, aym kg, utan, daging, telur. De gak kucing gemuk yg ngada2 tp suke ngigit org, si Boboy, lipan pun dia bela.
Perut mmg sentiasa penuh la aku ckp, mummy n abah dia syik suh aku mkn je. Akak dia yg dtg ari ketiga tu pun syik suh aku mkn, family dia mmg bsr tp aku x sempat la jmp sume. Stakat ank2 buah dia yg berempat n de lg 2 org je yg slalu aku jmp. Da 2 2 org ank angah dia yg kecik tu mmg rapat gle ah ngan aku. Bertepuk tampar lg, berkepit je ngan aku. Tula aku x byk bes kn mse ngan Iz. Tp ari ke-4 pg 2 abh Iz ajk aku p psr tani. P la de ngan mkcik sblah uma yg suke nyibuk, so abh Iz kenal kn la aku sbg ank buah dia. Aku rileks je sbb da bese sgt da ngan perangai org sbegitu. Mlm sok nye Iz ajk p mnd kat kolam air pns Gadek. Dlm kul 11 kami kuar, mummy dia smpt psn kat Iz "bwk ank dara org jgn lik mlm2". Tp Iz jwb " da mlm pun ni cne xnk lik mlm2 lak". Hehehe..tul gak kn. Smpi dpn kolam tu pnh la plak, so aku pun ajk r Iz p mne2 pntai tgk pemandangan. Dia pun bwk la aku p pantai yg mne kami mmg btul2 tgk pemandangan n gelagat manusia. Pas2 kami blah p tgk org merempit dpn Graha Maju. Mcm la dia citer psl diri dia dlu, dr A smpi la Z.
Ari Sab2 sblm jmp Haf n Iera aku p r tgk wyg ngan dia kat Carefour. Nak cari parking je da sejam, punye la rmi org aritu. Last2 kul 2 br kami msk parking. Citer yg Iz nak tgk(skrip 7707) da mle, so dia suh r aku plh citer. Hehehe, agak2 la citer pe ek aku plh? Ice Age 3 ler, gle2 ktorg ketawa dlm cineplex tu. Mle2 aku tanye la kot2 dia x lyn kartun ni tp dia kate ok jek n mmg kami gembira pun walaupun dikelilingi kanak2 dlm tu,hu.
Yg the best part nye, mse nk lik Iz suh aku slm abh n mummy dia 2. Abah dia sipa tanye ble nk dtg lg beb, mummy dia lak cium pipi aku kiri kanan n dahi yg membuatkan aku tergamam. Pg tu sempat gak kami bergurau psl nak kahwin yg mcm serius sebenarnye. Ank buah dia yg bongsu tu plg meruntun ati aku sbb mse akuy msk blk depa nak slm sblm p, si Pika menangis sbb aku da nk lik. Puas la gak aku pujuk dia last2 dia senyum n ketawa gak. Smlm tu aku da puas da nangis sbb aku da rse rapat sgt ngan mummy , abah n ank2 buah dia tu. Dgn dia lg la. Tp nk wat cmne kn aku ngan dia lom halal lg, so kne la kami berpisah semntara sblm ijab n kabul berlaku suatu ari nnt. Dia la satu2 nye lelaki yg trima aku seadanye n gentle.
The most sweet part is I'd able to forget about my feeling before this for another guy, before i knew this kindhearted guy...Mohd Syah Izuwan Bin Abd Hamid. Now I can say for honestly n from the deepest of my heart that I LOVE HIM!!!! "Ya Allah, lets us be together in a relationship called marriage someday n live happily loving each other n blessed by You till death seperate us n may us meet againg in the heaven....Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin".
Baru2 ni UUM de ct tergempar sempena H1N1. Dpt la ct seminggu. Aku terpaksa tukar plan p uma Iz lbh awal. Mlm 2 kelam kabut la aku p cari tiket, merempit p Changlun. Soknye lak Awal antar kami p stesen nek bas. Aku punye la x sabo bercampur gementar. Yela,cmne la t penerimaan bkl mertua aku kn,he.
Dlm kul 6 lbh aku da tbe MC. Iz yg da nk tbe uma pth lik mik aku. Dlm keta 2 aku resah gelisah, kerapkali aku pandang Iz, tp dia rileks je aku tgk. Slumber je dia kata "xde pape la, mummy I ok je, abah lg la ok". Huh, ckp mmg la sng, cbe tukar tmpt tgk.
Smpi je uma dia, aku da xleh nk mlangkah kuar keta. Iz siap bkak kn pintu lg. Hmm, dgn lafaz bismillah aku pun kuar n bagi salam. Abah dia de kat dining sambut aku dgn pandangan yg plain jek. Ssh tul nk teka pe impression dia kt aku. Aku trs msk blk n letak brg. Pastu aku p la bual2 ngan abah dia. Abah Iz ni mmg sgt ok sbjik cam ayh aku. Ckp sket men kuat tp bkn mrh mmg gitu intonasi dia. So, aku pun rse ok la sket. Sat lg tu abah dia suh kami p mkn, tp aku kte nk solay dlu, so aku pu n berlalu la p amik wudhu'. Oh ye, ank2 buah Iz(ank abg ngah nye duk skali kat uma 2, 4 putri). Diorg mai sorg2 salam aku. Da rse cam mak ucu tul da,hehe. Pas solat je Iz pakse aku mkn ngan dia. Sblm 2 sempat la aku salam mummy dia n bertanye khabar.
Spjg kat sne fikiran aku sgt lapang, rse cam impian jadi kenyataan. X byk pun mse aku ngan Iz sbb dia p keje, mlm br jmp, tp byk gak kami wat aktiviti bersama. Mlm kedua kami p ronda2 A' Famosa Resort, p tgk bunga api. Pastu p mkn mee goreng sepinggan. Mle nye aku xnak mkn tp tgk Iz suap sket nye berselera aku pun minx r sket, dia pun dgn slumber dpn org rmi suap kn,huhu...romantik la plak aku ni...hehe. Sok nye kami p idupkn lesen Iz n p bli ank aym daging. Hmmm, si Iz ni mmg suka pelihara haiwan, mcm2 binatang kat uma dia tu. De lembu la, puyuh telur, burung tiong sejoli, aym kg, utan, daging, telur. De gak kucing gemuk yg ngada2 tp suke ngigit org, si Boboy, lipan pun dia bela.
Perut mmg sentiasa penuh la aku ckp, mummy n abah dia syik suh aku mkn je. Akak dia yg dtg ari ketiga tu pun syik suh aku mkn, family dia mmg bsr tp aku x sempat la jmp sume. Stakat ank2 buah dia yg berempat n de lg 2 org je yg slalu aku jmp. Da 2 2 org ank angah dia yg kecik tu mmg rapat gle ah ngan aku. Bertepuk tampar lg, berkepit je ngan aku. Tula aku x byk bes kn mse ngan Iz. Tp ari ke-4 pg 2 abh Iz ajk aku p psr tani. P la de ngan mkcik sblah uma yg suke nyibuk, so abh Iz kenal kn la aku sbg ank buah dia. Aku rileks je sbb da bese sgt da ngan perangai org sbegitu. Mlm sok nye Iz ajk p mnd kat kolam air pns Gadek. Dlm kul 11 kami kuar, mummy dia smpt psn kat Iz "bwk ank dara org jgn lik mlm2". Tp Iz jwb " da mlm pun ni cne xnk lik mlm2 lak". Hehehe..tul gak kn. Smpi dpn kolam tu pnh la plak, so aku pun ajk r Iz p mne2 pntai tgk pemandangan. Dia pun bwk la aku p pantai yg mne kami mmg btul2 tgk pemandangan n gelagat manusia. Pas2 kami blah p tgk org merempit dpn Graha Maju. Mcm la dia citer psl diri dia dlu, dr A smpi la Z.
Ari Sab2 sblm jmp Haf n Iera aku p r tgk wyg ngan dia kat Carefour. Nak cari parking je da sejam, punye la rmi org aritu. Last2 kul 2 br kami msk parking. Citer yg Iz nak tgk(skrip 7707) da mle, so dia suh r aku plh citer. Hehehe, agak2 la citer pe ek aku plh? Ice Age 3 ler, gle2 ktorg ketawa dlm cineplex tu. Mle2 aku tanye la kot2 dia x lyn kartun ni tp dia kate ok jek n mmg kami gembira pun walaupun dikelilingi kanak2 dlm tu,hu.
Yg the best part nye, mse nk lik Iz suh aku slm abh n mummy dia 2. Abah dia sipa tanye ble nk dtg lg beb, mummy dia lak cium pipi aku kiri kanan n dahi yg membuatkan aku tergamam. Pg tu sempat gak kami bergurau psl nak kahwin yg mcm serius sebenarnye. Ank buah dia yg bongsu tu plg meruntun ati aku sbb mse akuy msk blk depa nak slm sblm p, si Pika menangis sbb aku da nk lik. Puas la gak aku pujuk dia last2 dia senyum n ketawa gak. Smlm tu aku da puas da nangis sbb aku da rse rapat sgt ngan mummy , abah n ank2 buah dia tu. Dgn dia lg la. Tp nk wat cmne kn aku ngan dia lom halal lg, so kne la kami berpisah semntara sblm ijab n kabul berlaku suatu ari nnt. Dia la satu2 nye lelaki yg trima aku seadanye n gentle.
The most sweet part is I'd able to forget about my feeling before this for another guy, before i knew this kindhearted guy...Mohd Syah Izuwan Bin Abd Hamid. Now I can say for honestly n from the deepest of my heart that I LOVE HIM!!!! "Ya Allah, lets us be together in a relationship called marriage someday n live happily loving each other n blessed by You till death seperate us n may us meet againg in the heaven....Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin".
Friday, July 17, 2009
Semester Baru
Alhamdulillah...
Da 3 mgg pun sem baru bermula bg aku.Hmm,sem baru ni mmg byk yg baru nye bg aku.Firstly,i'm coupled with a really lovable n honest man.Oh,just can believe this...I'm in love?Something that never will come true according to my narrow mind.But,it's happening now,so i have to leave those unthankful thinking aside and move on with the present.
Kedua,akhirnya aku telah dpt membebaskan dri aku dari dibelenggu oleh satu perasaan yg tersesat pd seorg lelaki yg x pernah n x mgkin ada perasaan pd aku.Syukur kpd yg Maha Esa, Allah S.W.T, kerna tlh membukakan pintu hatiku untuk menerima 'dia' dan melupakan 'dia' pula.
Sem baru ni mmg sibuk giler la.Mane x nye,asgmt stakat ni da de 3.Da tu projek yg aku relakan de 1, manakala yg aku x brape sedia trime tapi kena gak trime de 1.Fuhhh...mmg brasap la pala otak kalo xbtl2 synchonize kn sume nye.Tp insy'Allah, aku akn pastikan kedua2 bidang tugas bereza ini iaitu asgmt n projek dpt aku selesaikan dgn jaya nye....amin.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
L.O.V.E is C.I.N.T.A
Have you ever been silently in love
With someone you can never have?
So close you can touch his hand
Yet, so far to feel his heart?
Have you ever lived in pretense
Quietly loving without any condition?
A feeling of love that's unknown
Hiding it, not knowing for how long.
Have you ever fallen deeply
Loving the person unconditionally?
So afraid to say what you feel
Acting normal, keeping things still.
Have you ever been hurt unintentionally
But put on a smile, pretended to be happy?
Deep inside you're in pain and suffering
But outside you're jolly and laughing.
Why does holding his hand feel so right?
Your heart smiles everytime he's at sight
Hearing his sweet voice makes your day
Hope you can hug him in a special way...
Sometimes we argue, I don't know why.
Then I sit and wonder, why do I cry?
I cry because I love you,
I cry because I care,
I cry because I feel we have a love so rare,
sometimes I'm afraid I'll turn around and you won't be there.
I love you every minute,
I love you every day,
I even love you when we argue,
I love you when we play.
Sometimes I've wondered do you love me too,
then I look in your eyes and I know it's true.
So when I say something a little crazy or I do something you don't feel is right,
Please, let's try to work it out so we won't fight.
Some people take relationships for granted it's sad to hear but true,
I don't want this to happen, not with you.
I want our relationship to be completely from the heart so we both know,
no matter what we go through we will never part...
Sitting in silence,
In the middle of the night,
Not able to sleep,
Because of our stupid fight.
Love now lost,
So much pain,
Its not all about you,
Dont be so vain.
I dont know what to say
My feelings are mixed,
Im wondering if ever,
Things will be fixed.
I was so sad,
As you walked out the door,
Our relationship broken,
But I couldnt take any more.
I didnt want us to end,
I want you to know,
Ill always love you,
But can't let it show.
Its too complicated,
And will always be,
I love you to bits,
But you cant be with me.
I have to tell you,
I believe in fate,
Im waiting for God,
To find my sole mate.
I know Im crazy,
Even insane,
But I believe in this,
And have no shame.
I'm so sorry,
I'm not right with you,
Now I'm saying goodbye,
What else can I do?..
With someone you can never have?
So close you can touch his hand
Yet, so far to feel his heart?
Have you ever lived in pretense
Quietly loving without any condition?
A feeling of love that's unknown
Hiding it, not knowing for how long.
Have you ever fallen deeply
Loving the person unconditionally?
So afraid to say what you feel
Acting normal, keeping things still.
Have you ever been hurt unintentionally
But put on a smile, pretended to be happy?
Deep inside you're in pain and suffering
But outside you're jolly and laughing.
Why does holding his hand feel so right?
Your heart smiles everytime he's at sight
Hearing his sweet voice makes your day
Hope you can hug him in a special way...
Sometimes we argue, I don't know why.
Then I sit and wonder, why do I cry?
I cry because I love you,
I cry because I care,
I cry because I feel we have a love so rare,
sometimes I'm afraid I'll turn around and you won't be there.
I love you every minute,
I love you every day,
I even love you when we argue,
I love you when we play.
Sometimes I've wondered do you love me too,
then I look in your eyes and I know it's true.
So when I say something a little crazy or I do something you don't feel is right,
Please, let's try to work it out so we won't fight.
Some people take relationships for granted it's sad to hear but true,
I don't want this to happen, not with you.
I want our relationship to be completely from the heart so we both know,
no matter what we go through we will never part...
Sitting in silence,
In the middle of the night,
Not able to sleep,
Because of our stupid fight.
Love now lost,
So much pain,
Its not all about you,
Dont be so vain.
I dont know what to say
My feelings are mixed,
Im wondering if ever,
Things will be fixed.
I was so sad,
As you walked out the door,
Our relationship broken,
But I couldnt take any more.
I didnt want us to end,
I want you to know,
Ill always love you,
But can't let it show.
Its too complicated,
And will always be,
I love you to bits,
But you cant be with me.
I have to tell you,
I believe in fate,
Im waiting for God,
To find my sole mate.
I know Im crazy,
Even insane,
But I believe in this,
And have no shame.
I'm so sorry,
I'm not right with you,
Now I'm saying goodbye,
What else can I do?..
Saturday, January 17, 2009
kAWaN Oh TeMaN
teman....
hadiranya slalu aku nantikan
setiap hari aku menunggu
bilakah saatnya kta ktemu
dirinya senantiasa memahami
disisi kala ku mnyulam tangis
hilangnya tika suka
x mahu dikaitkan dgn kejayaanku
hanya aku tahu jasanya padaku
kawan....
setiap hari malah setiap saat
slalu sja berteguran
bisa sja berkongsi suka duka
namun kadangkala bisa melukai
teralpa pabila tlh ku serah sayang
membuatku merintih sedih
tanpa ku tahu mana silapnya
tetapi temanku itu
slalu sja kusakiti
namun x pernah aku disakiti
drinya amat ku damba
walau ke hari ini
x dpt lg ku temui
namun akn ku sbr melangkah kaki
menginjak bumi yang fana
ku bermohon pd yg Esa
agar diberikan aku teman sejati
menemani perjuangan yg suci...
hadiranya slalu aku nantikan
setiap hari aku menunggu
bilakah saatnya kta ktemu
dirinya senantiasa memahami
disisi kala ku mnyulam tangis
hilangnya tika suka
x mahu dikaitkan dgn kejayaanku
hanya aku tahu jasanya padaku
kawan....
setiap hari malah setiap saat
slalu sja berteguran
bisa sja berkongsi suka duka
namun kadangkala bisa melukai
teralpa pabila tlh ku serah sayang
membuatku merintih sedih
tanpa ku tahu mana silapnya
tetapi temanku itu
slalu sja kusakiti
namun x pernah aku disakiti
drinya amat ku damba
walau ke hari ini
x dpt lg ku temui
namun akn ku sbr melangkah kaki
menginjak bumi yang fana
ku bermohon pd yg Esa
agar diberikan aku teman sejati
menemani perjuangan yg suci...
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